[Intro] [Verse 1] I remember now but I still have my doubts I think it’s going to be today Everybody came but it’s just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight - no I am not all right It doesn’t have to be this way Why does it have to be this way? [Chorus] I don’t know what’s wrong It’s like I’m too far gone It doesn’t matter anyway Fear is in my heart Just when I stop it starts And I can never live this way [Interlude]   Esus4     [Verse 2] Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage I don’t know how much I can take Push it down inside but it knows just where I hide I know that "normal" is hard to fake Bleeding into life - it’s like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me into this Why does it have to be like this? [Chorus] I don’t know what’s wrong It’s like I’m too far gone It doesn’t matter anyway Fear is in my heart Just when I stop it starts And I can never live this way [Chorus] I don’t know what’s wrong It’s like I’m too far gone It doesn’t matter anyway Fear is in my heart Just when I stop it starts And I can never live this way [Bridge] I lost again I lost again I lost again I lost again I lost again I lost again [Instrumental] / [Chorus] I don’t know what’s wrong It’s like I’m too far gone It doesn’t matter anyway Fear is in my heart Just when I stop it starts And I can never live this way [Outro] Living with a curse Sometimes it’s even worse It slowly kills me everyday Something I despise Is going to take my life I guess I’ll try again today