Intro:                       Verse 1: Wasn’t raised religious But I wish that I was Having nothing to believe in It’s been killing my ?buzz Pre-Chorus Yeah I comb my hair close the blinds Play Hallelujah like ?two dozen times And yesterday I tried to pray But I didn’t know what to say I’m too sad to cry too high to get up Don’t even try ’cause I’m scared to fuck up Don’t like to talk I just stay in my bed Don’t even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking Gave me some pills but I’m too scared to take them I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry Verse 2: Can’t tell my mama It makes her worry I’m not suicidal   Sometimes the lines get all blurry Pre-Chorus Yeah I comb my hair close the blinds Play Hallelujah like two dozen times And yesterday I tried to pray But I didn’t know what to say I’m too sad to cry too high to get up Don’t even try ’cause I’m scared to fuck up Don’t like to talk I just stay in my bed Don’t even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking Gave me some pills but I’m too scared to take them I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry (        ) (        ) (        ) (        ) I’m too sad to cry too high to get up Don’t even try ’cause I’m scared to fuck up Don’t like to talk I just stay in my bed Don’t even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking Gave me some pills but I’m too scared to take them I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry