I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning 'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home A- - - h the sun is blinding I- - stayed up again O- - h, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over ? No pain Inside You're like perfection How do I feel this good sober ? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use ? A- - h, the night is calling ? And it whispers to me softly come and play A- - h, I am falling And If I let myself go I'm the only one to blame I'm coming down, coming down, coming down Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round Looking for myself - SOBER (x2) When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad Till you're trying to find the you that you once had I have heard myself cry, never again Broken down in agony just trying find a fit (x2) Will I ever feel this good sober ? Tell me, No no no no no pain How do i feel this good sober ?