Go ahead you can say it's my fault   If it still hurts at all      I thought one of these days you might call    When you were feeling small Drowning in my thoughts Staring at the clock and I know I'm not on your mind I wonder what would happen if I die    I hope all of my friends get drunk and high     Would it be too hard to say goodbye I hope that it's enough to make you cry  Maybe that day you won't hate me Go ahead you can say that I've changed  Just say it to my face      One drink and I'm back to that place    The memories won't fade Drowning in my thoughts Staring at the clock and I know I'm not on your mind I wonder what would happen if I die    I hope all of my friends get drunk and high     Would it be too hard to say goodbye I hope that it's enough to make you cry  Maybe that day you won't hate me I wonder what would happen if I die    I hope all of my friends get drunk and high     Would it be too hard to say goodbye I hope that it's enough to make you cry  Maybe that day you won't hate me