When I pretend Everything is what I want it to be I looked exactly like what you had always wanted to see When I pretend I can?t forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just cause I know I can But I can?t pretend that this is the way it’ll stay I?m just (Trying to bend the truth) I can?t pretend I’m who you want me to be so I’m (Lying my way from) You!!!!!!!! (No no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside so let me go!! (No no turning back now) Let me take back my life I?d rather be all alone!! (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own cause I can see!!! (No no turning back now) The very worst part of you? IS ME I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk Of who I ought to be Remember listening to all of that And this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person Really is me and I’m (Trying to bend the truth ) The more I push The more I?m pulling away Cause I?m (Lying my way from) Chorus This isn?t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me LIKE THIS! Chorus I?d rather be all alone!!! (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own cause I can see!!! (No no turning back now) The very worst part of you? The very worst part of you? IS ME!