Am I, am I, am I Am I, am I, am I   Am I still alive?    Where am I? I cry   Who was it that pulled the trigger, was it you or I?   I'm completely numb,  why you acting dumb?   I won't blame myself 'cause we both know you were the one I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay The monster inside you is torturing me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay, eh-eh (4x) Replay, r-replay, eh-eh The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay, eh-eh   Every single day,    yeah, I dig a grave   Then I sit inside it, wondering if I'll behave   It's a game I play,  and I hate to say   You're the worst thing and the best thing that's happened to me I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay The monster inside you is torturing me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay, eh-eh (4x) Replay, r-replay, eh-eh The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay, eh-eh Psychologically, it's something that I can't explain Scratch my nails into the dirt to pull me out okay Does it matter, does it matter? Damage is done Does it matter, does it matter? You had the gun You had the gun You had the gun You had the gun I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay The monster inside you is torturing me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay eh-eh Your monsters torture me Your monsters torture me Your monsters torture me The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay, eh-eh