[Intro]           [Verse 1] I let go the rest you know I’m afraid to let myself be frightened oh love I could have my reasoning Just to let this season and those bygones Be bygones I write songs to wake me Every course breaks me apart  my  heart [Verse 2] I’m already on my feet Where else do you want me?   I might as well just hold my demons Am I right or am I wrong? I get sick of all my songs Don’t sing the words just read between them I play till my fingers bleed Just to get you out of me Just to get you on those pages      [Chorus 1] I’ll make it up   to me    I’ll make it up   to me    I’ll make it up   to me    [Verse 3] I wrote down a symphony Just to take my mind off all the leaving    I’ve done I can’t paint it out of me All I get is bruises on my knees and   my thumb I try hard to leave it but I cannot write myself a story I like   [Interlude]        [Verse 4] I don’t want to be the best I am weary let me rest   I’m going to wait right here for no one    I’m the reason I can’t sleep I got all my baby teeth   All buried underneath my grown ones    Oh I fear the races run I’m afraid of everyone I get scared of all this breathing      [Interlude]        [Chorus 2]   I give up I’m going to live if it kills me   I give up I’m going to live if it kills me   I give up I’m going to live if it kills me   I give up I’m going to live if it kills me   I give up I’m going to live if it kills me