I'll be silent in my solitude Can't find my smile or my gratitude I'm afraid of what I might do Cause there's no me if there's no me and you I wish that I could open up your eyes To feel the sun that burned in your mind  I can't deal with what you have done Reincarnate I wonder who I might become With the potential of a loaded gun I could be as fresh as hard bubble gum I don't have nothing now I want me some First some of you then some of everyone Oh darling since you've been away from me I know how the pins feel in the bowling alley They say love is something you feel but never see When I see you I firmly disagree I'm just trying to be all that I can be Without destroying you now or joining the army   Your ashes must be blowing everywhere Cause I could still feel you and you're nowhere near And though you didn't say so I can tell that you still care We could've had it all but then nothing is fair I still think about washing your hair I wish i could've washed away all of your despair