[Verse 1] Every day rock-bottom Keeps getting lower and lower Tell myself it’s over again      Feel the terror I know The sorrow is coming and so I push it down with green pills again [Pre-chorus] Now I’m getting better but I won’t be the same I’m getting better but I’ll remember the pain [Chorus] Even though I try I’m back where I was before       Even though I try back on my own                And she put out the last candle When there was a fire she couldn’t handle Even though I try I’m back on my own            [Verse 2] I don’t wanna talk about it but Write a song about it pushing Farther for my family and friends      Fake a smile and make a joke of it That way they’ll never Pity you for what you became   [Pre-chorus] Now I’m getting better but I won’t be the same I’m getting better but I’ll remember the pain [Chorus] Even though I try I’m back where I was before       Even though I try back on my own                And she put out the last candle When there was a fire she couldn’t handle Even though I try I’m back on my own            [Bridge] And now she’s better off without me Without me without me without Sometimes I think this world is better off Without me And I hope she’s better off without me Without me without me without I know this world won’t be the same Without me [Chorus] Even though I try I’m back where I was before       Even though I try back on my own                And she put out the last candle When there was a fire she couldn’t handle Even though I try I’m back on my own