Sparkling Gray In my own veins      Any more than a whisper Any sudden movement of my heart    And I know I know I’ll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day     Give up your way you could be anything Give up my way and lose myself not today     That’s too much guilt to pay        Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me    But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die     Honey you know you know I’d never hurt you that way You’re just so pretty in your pain     Give up my way and I could be anything I’ll make my own way Without your senseless hate  hate  hate  hate   So run run run    And hate me if it feels good I can’t hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I’m older now And I’m not buying baby Demanding my response Dont bother breaking the door down I found my way out And You’ll never hurt me again