Verse 1: Thought when I grew up I would be the same as the ones who gave me my last name I would not give in I would not partake In the same old drugs everyone else takes Pre-Chorus I’m better than that I’m better than that I’m living my life so I go to heaven and never come back But look where I’m at look where I’m at N.C I’m living the life that I said I wouldn’t I wanna go back I used to call my mom every Sunday So she knew her love wasn’t far away But now I’m all fucked up out in LA ’Cause I care more about what other people say I used to not take chances with God’s name But it’s been so long since I last prayed And now I’m all fucked up and my heart’s changed ’Cause I care more about what other people say Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ’Cause I care more about what other people say Verse 2: I wish I could shelter the boy I knew From the constant hell I’d put him through ’Cause I’m all grown up and I’m black and blue I could use some tape I could use some glue Pre-Chorus I’m better than that I’m better than that I should be living my life so I go to heaven and never come back I used to call my mom every Sunday So she knew her love wasn’t far away But now I’m all fucked up out in LA ’Cause I care more about what other people say I used to not take chances with God’s name But it’s been so long since I last prayed And now I’m all fucked up and my heart’s changed ’Cause I care more about what other people say Yeah yeah yeah ’Cause I care more about what other people say Bridge: Thought when I grew up I would be the same as the ones who gave me my last name I used to call my mom every Sunday So she knew her love wasn’t far away (Far away) But now I’m all fucked up out in LA (Out in LA) ’Cause I care more about what other people say I used to not take chances with God’s name (God’s name) But it’s been so long since I last prayed (Since I last prayed) And now I’m all fucked up and my heart’s changed (And my heart changed) ’Cause I care more about what other people say (What other people say) Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ’Cause I care more about what other people say

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À propos de la chanson

La chanson parle de ce conflit intérieur entre les attentes et la réalité. L’artiste évoque comment, en grandissant, elle pensait suivre un certain chemin, loin des choix destructeurs que d'autres faisaient. Pourtant, elle se rend compte qu'elle a perdu de vue ses valeurs et ses principes, se laissant influencer par le regard des autres. Elle regrette de ne plus prier et de ne plus donner autant d’importance à sa relation avec Dieu. Dans un cadre moderne, l'ambiance de Los Angeles, symbole de la célébrité et de la superficialité, accentue ce sentiment de dérive. On ressent une nostalgie pour des moments plus simples, comme les appels hebdomadaires à sa mère, qui témoignent d'un lien d'amour et de soutien désormais éclipsé par des choix de vie malheureux.