Standing at the punch table swallowing punch can't pay attention to the sound of anyone a little more stupid a little more scared every minute more unprepared I made a mistake in my life today everything I love gets lost in drawers I want to start over I want to be winning way out of sync from the beginning I wanna hurry home to you put on a slow dumb show for you and crack you up so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain god I'm very very frightened I'll overdo it Looking for somewhere to stand and stay I leaned on the wall and the wall leaned away Can I get a minute of not being nervous and not thinking of my dick My leg is sparkles my leg is pins I better get my shit together better gather my shit in You could drive a car through my head in five minutes from one side of it to the other I wanna hurry home to you put on a slow dumb show for you and crack you up so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain god I'm very very frightened I'll overdo it You know I dreamed about you for twenty-nine years before I saw you You know I dreamed about you I missed you for for twenty-nine years You know I dreamed about you for twenty-nine years before I saw you You know I dreamed about you I missed you for for twenty-nine years