Surprise surprise I told you lies I thought the truth would set you free Surprise surprise It isn't all as it seems But who knew you'd wake up from your dreams If I told you myself I could have saved you the hell Now look who's sorry God I'm so sorry It was never the right time I guess it's do or die (Refrain) Just when you think you've got me figured out Just when you think you know me well Baby you've barely even broke the ice My river runs wide You're not inside But you're closer than you were Tonight I'm a chameleon And every spot's hiding my scars But I will survive Cause I'll only let you in When I can be sure of who you are And you can call it a game But it's me playing safe And God I'm so sorry I'm just so sorry What can I say It's hard trying to stay alive (Refrain) And it's in your eyes That is all or nothing What I can't disguise Is that you're on to something I'll let myself go Will you still want me Will I be enough the fear of that haunts me Cause what if you walk away (Refrain)