It is hard to describe how I feel inside It's even worse to see nobody by my side It is four in the morning I just shot the TV I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV I got no reason to wake up, tomorrow I could sleep, All day or start something, somehow coz sunrise and sunset will come forever My illness leaves me weak-kneed and fevered. It is not only a headache : I also feel afraid I worry all the time when the panic attacks I'm scared I feel like my soul is empty, my life's deprived of sense. I always want to scream out as loudly as I can It is hard to describe how I feel inside It's even worse to see nobody by my side It is four in the morning I just shot the TV I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV (Refrain x2) I'm afraid of the future and I regret the past. And when I see those old pictures it's all gone by so fast Only a quarter of my life up but all hope is dead I'll be confined to an office; it's not what I had planned. In this abyss of what's to come I don't know where I stand. Someone should stretch out a rope now, stretch out a rope ! I put myself in a big mess, I'm not sure I understand what people talk about What they talk about It is hard to describe how I feel inside It's even worse to see nobody by my side It is four in the morning I just shot the TV I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV (Refrain x2) Money, Fame and Fashion what is it all worth ? If when you go out, you're not happy with your birth. It's now five in the morning, I think this song's over I wonder if I'll wake up tomorrow may not be better. (x3) (x2) It is hard to describe how I feel inside It's even worse to see nobody by my side It is four in the morning I just shot the TV I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV (Refrain x3) Leaving my dreams