I only wanted to have fun  Learning to fly  Learning to run  I let my heart decide the way  When I was young  Deep down I must have always known  That is would be inevitable  To earn my stripes I’d have to pay  And bear my soul hmm mm Hmm mm   Hmm mm   Hmm mm  I know I’m not the only one  Who regrets the things they’ve done  Sometimes I just feel it’s only me  Who can’t stand the reflection that they see  I wish I could live a little more  Look up to the sky not just the floor  I feel like my life is flashing by  But all I can do is watch and cry  I miss yeah I miss my friends  I miss my mother I miss it when  Life was a party to be thrown  But that was a million years a- go  When I walk around all of the streets  Where I grew up and found my feet  They can’t look me in the eye  It’s like they’re scared of me  I try to think of things to say  Like a joke or memories  But they don’t recognize me now  In light of day hmm mm Hmm mm   Hmm mm   Hmm mm  I know I’m not the only one  Who regrets the things they’ve done  Sometimes I just feel it’s only me  Who never became who they   thought they’d be  I wish I could live a little more  Look up to the sky not just the floor  I feel like my light is flashing by  But all I can do is watch and cry  I miss yeah I miss my friends  I miss my mother I miss it when  Life was a party to be thrown  But that was a million years a- go  A million years a- go